The end...

Now, this isn't easy at all. If anyone watched the finale of Big Brother on Friday then they would have heard the song at the end, which was, alas, Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars (Vid shown above, do play whilst reading dis). All it did was confirm one thing in my mind. Why, I don't know, but it did.

And with a heavy heart, I confirm that this will be my last, ever post.

That's right kids, no more - I won't be deleting anything, but not adding anything and stop logging visitors and what not and generally not visit it anymore. It's my hope that after reading this post that you understand why i'm not gonna add to it anymore, and i know over time you lot will stop visiting it.

As I mentioned, this site logs all who visit it, and I see the same names and IP addresses time and again. And one that I do see a bit is that of my ex, not that I have gone into any kind of detail on here. To cut a long story short, we've not been in contact for a while now, which doesn't bother me, but I notice she visits the site from time-to-time. Why? Who knows. However, to be honest I can't keep dealing with all dat. If I'm being honest, I thought I was over her, but seeing her IP on the logs, it just brings me crashing back. Do I still love her? Yeah, i'm certain a little piece of me always will, which can be seen as both a good and bad thing. And I know everything happens for a reason and there's a subastantial reason why it's over, but still, your mind can't help but think back to thoughts of that person, and all the good times and dat (Which we had, w/out a doubt). Plus the standard of posts have gone downhill fast.

SO in all, I've disabled comments and you won't see my arse for dust on here, which is why i'm writing it all down here. So tally ho chaps and chappetes, it's been fun, and remember to live life without regrets or ever giving a shit. My only regret is that the last song on here was the wet piece of ass that is Snow Patrol.


bbBear

Music - Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars