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Friday, August 18, 2006

The end...


Now, this isn't easy at all. If anyone watched the finale of Big Brother on Friday then they would have heard the song at the end, which was, alas, Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars (Vid shown above, do play whilst reading dis). All it did was confirm one thing in my mind. Why, I don't know, but it did.

And with a heavy heart, I confirm that this will be my last, ever post.

That's right kids, no more - I won't be deleting anything, but not adding anything and stop logging visitors and what not and generally not visit it anymore. It's my hope that after reading this post that you understand why i'm not gonna add to it anymore, and i know over time you lot will stop visiting it.

As I mentioned, this site logs all who visit it, and I see the same names and IP addresses time and again. And one that I do see a bit is that of my ex, not that I have gone into any kind of detail on here. To cut a long story short, we've not been in contact for a while now, which doesn't bother me, but I notice she visits the site from time-to-time. Why? Who knows. However, to be honest I can't keep dealing with all dat. If I'm being honest, I thought I was over her, but seeing her IP on the logs, it just brings me crashing back. Do I still love her? Yeah, i'm certain a little piece of me always will, which can be seen as both a good and bad thing. And I know everything happens for a reason and there's a subastantial reason why it's over, but still, your mind can't help but think back to thoughts of that person, and all the good times and dat (Which we had, w/out a doubt). Plus the standard of posts have gone downhill fast.

SO in all, I've disabled comments and you won't see my arse for dust on here, which is why i'm writing it all down here. So tally ho chaps and chappetes, it's been fun, and remember to live life without regrets or ever giving a shit. My only regret is that the last song on here was the wet piece of ass that is Snow Patrol.


bbBear

Music - Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars

Thursday, August 17, 2006

When you go your gone forever...


Sniff sniff :( - it may be 20 year old, and now that good ol' George maybe a foul-mouthed street sweeper, but something about this song, dang man. Especially the second verse, it just, owns......it speaks, the truth, which I can't get outta ma mind..... and say what you like about George, but let's face it, I bet you guys wished you could write somethin so damn catchy as that. and as profound.

Soooo, aside from being rushed off my paws with work and keeping the theorem going that religion is the opiate of the masses, there isn't much to tell, so excuse the lack of jazz and panache (eh Darren!) Except, quickly!! - obtain your copy of proof that the youth are revolting - before its too late, and they do revolt?? GOD DAMN THEM ALL....

bbBear

Music - Culture Club - Karma Chameleon

Saturday, August 12, 2006

The inner tube of Peter and Michael...


Alo to you all, may I wish you all, a very happy International Youth Day, I bet you students have made the most of that the most drunkerist way possible. If drunkerist is not a drunkish word. And today's post is dedicated to Lord Boulder - bless him and all that sail in his mighty boat of love.

So me and Peter have been discussing the wonderous topic of relationships and that whilst preparing for the upcoming Premiership season whilst enjoying a lovely Cabernez Sauvignon. All we concluded was that those not in relationshpis can give advice to those in them, but never take there own advice when those not in them find themselves in them. Simple? Why yes, cos relationships makes the wallet lighter, and the bank manager very happy, though saying that, I will always argue the point that relationships are key to a happy life, not money, which three-quarters of people agree with. I thank the Daily Express for that statistic. Not much I do thank them for, mind.

All this talk of relationships and "partners" and other adult stuff made this Bear think of the song shown above, and how people in relationships would sit outside "heaven's" door to listen to the other person breathing. Why they can't just lay next to them holding them in their arms like most I don't know. Still, great song, one that still makes this Bear think (which is why the post's are shit and emo-esque. WOO!) Of trifle. That's some good shit folks. Eat some.

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bbBear

Music - Lifehouse - Breathing